the world doesn't always revolve around you...

sometime I just feel so tired...so tired of your selfishness...
so tired of being confuse of what you think and what you feels....
so tired of being so hard to understand of what you really want.....

I have give up most everything I dear most to help you achieve anything you want...
and there you are..giving up again...just sitting there licking your heart's wound...

If you don't really want it then just don't do it...it's wasting your energy and wasting mine....I'm okay with that but please stop nagging me with your wish...

If you do want it then pleaseeeeee don't give up easily on any bad news or condition you faced...it is real life...shit does really happen....

I think let's just call it a day to this project to stop me from hurting you and you from hurting yourself further....

Do everything you think is the best from you....let me just steps away from your thought....and I really don't care if you think that I don't care....

I do have problems on my own, and I do have a limited stamina, so be it... let us manage each other thought first...and please believe me that your peaceful state-of-mind and your happiness are the only objectives I after.....

Please be happy and be strong, dear......